Love is a lie and so is the devil. He strings u like a puppet and you conform. You put up no fight making it easy for him to manipulate you. Instead of fighting with your biggest power of all.... U cast even GOD away when u know He is your only hope.......you gave up..... you gave in..... its another match the devil wins......and helplessly on the sideline I sit and I watch. Tears stream down my face but they don't faze you in fact my emotions only craze you. As your anger rages my defenses weaken. My heart breaks with every drink. I watch you drown... again and again. I watch you crash time after time. I walk toward you because I need to save you. I wrap my arms around you ..... I love you and I pray for you but soon I too am sinking... the closer I get to you the further I sink......I love you but can not save you....if i turn back now I may be able to save myself.... I'm sorry...I love you ..... but I also love me..... i wish it didn't have to be.... but the cold, sad, a...
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