Regret

Regret filled tears fall from my eyes... falsified yet glorified... The heart denies what the mind justifies, and those pretty thick lips spit lies... Tired of pretending... Defending... And depending on cowards.. Yeah I said it... The takers.. heart breakers... Ice makers....you can count the heart in their chests... but they're cold as ice at best ... Selfish and only out for themselves... They will use and abuse... Come and go as they choose....playing games they're not afraid to lose. Cause misery loves company, never mind ones destiny.. Expecting me to beg for you to be a friend to me. All the while I've never failed you, never left you, never judged you and always chose you... Your loss....I truly loved you but you were to stubborn and selfish and still I never exposed you. Blaming your environment on the man you became what a shame when you could have became.... ANYTHING...that life wasn't forced on you it's one that you claimed... Unashamed you became.. Exactly who you chose... You could have rose...above or below... You could have let go.... Of the past that stunts your growth. .. Once again you chose...and you chose to let a love that was real decompose...my bad I didnt mean to impose... I'll take my love and put it where it grows.... What's your regret... Letting go? Well now you'll never know.. Been giving you pieces of me left unappreciated.. Stuck around waiting to validated... Became fixated but now my love has depreciated.... So as those regret filled tears fall from your eyes... Realize... And let the love that once was be memorialized. Cause you'll never find another me... And your heart likely will never be free. #beautifullybroken