Could they still love me?

When you can fake a smile and everyone believe..... When life moves on around you and yet you're anchored in time... stuck in your past mistakes...imprisoned by regrets about a life you could have had.... and shame you wear but do not own. When being you isn't good enough......When you give your all to be left empty and alone.....when it feels so right but you know its so wrong..... when your heart needs mending or your fire has burned out.... and the one you thought held the spark leaves you with doubt......when being beautiful, and kind, and loyal isn't enough to make him stay or make him want you.....When keeping your clothes on is no longer the norm... and jumping in bed is expected... When a nice smile and pretty eyes isn't enough.... but showing skin makes you tough..When you want what you want and know what you deserve....but look around at a cold sad world and realize that you are part of the minority.... A GOOD girl trying to stay Good in a world that expects you to be "BAD"....When being good isn't good enough.... I just wanna be real cause real is enough I love because it's what I know and how I feel and because love .. I can't imagine is a choice... But an emotion, a feeling...It's as natural as breathing, as praying, as believing....you see when I love there are no limits, no distance, no hurdles or mountains I would not climb...when I love I love simply because I love you..... Not becaue i have to but becauaw i choose to...#beautifullybroken When happiness eludes you and disappointments consume you...When they say they want the real you but then ask for a new you...They say talk to me I'm here if you need me but haven't heard a single word I've been screaming. They call themselves real friends but then out to be fake friends... So quick to touch your body, to take off all your clothes...but say baby lets don't rush things we should really take it slow...So they say they like me... The naked me, but what about the clothed me, the hurt me the scared emotional or lost me? If I showed them all of me would they still look at me? Would they want me? Could they still love me? #beautifullybroken