Extra

"I love everything about you" he would say ... Except that "EXTRA" shit... He must of meant how I stood by him even before he would commit? How I lay with him ... Stayed with him and prayed for him even knowing all those little things he would conveniently omit...By extra he meant the extra time and patience it took loving him? And by extra he must of meant how not once did I ever turned my back on him? So he said extra as if it's a bad thing but where was the extra when I was treating him like a king? And what about the happiness I would bring? Was that also extra or was that not as it seemed? Let me not forget the extra strength it took not to break down as I waited each time for him to come back around... How with open arms I would eagerly await not because I am weak but because I believe in Fate... And I believed in him... And in us too... So I waited on our debut...waited hoped and prayed letting nothing or no one stand in my way... And love was not just a word that I used but a word that was true... Love... A tingly feeling inside... Fear... A feeling constantly denied...But extra I am and extra I will always be because it's the extra that lives within me... that allows me love faithfully, patiently, and wholeheartedly...Now I could be wrong but a little bit of extra is what most of us need.... too bad for him...He was blinded by greed...wanting his cake and to eat it too...now he's alone and missing his boo. #beautifullybroken #extra his extra ran out … but not my love... I have more hearts to feed. Now I can agree that jealously is not becoming of me but if that's the worst that it gets... I mean Would he prefer a woman who quits? Does a strong woman fighten you? A woman who holds it down and sticks around... Through the good and the bad...loves you even when she's mad...Extra? Now let's retry and please do clarify.. Am I extra because I'm emotional or confrontational? Am I extra because I stand up to you..or because I deserve more than just pieces of you...because I want a love that does more than just tease me..Am I also extra because I expect you to accept me just as I do you? Am I extra because I am here after all this time of chasing you? I may be wrong but I believe "extra" is exactly what you need and it's my kind of extra that you can only get from me.....